decisions, other little stuffs
Sunday, 20 March 2016 | 0 letters
i wonder whether i am slightly abnormal. i don't feel much of a passion for anything. i think i could grow to love the course that i think i'll be studying. could. i don't currently love it, or even think it is extremely interesting. i always thought that i'd wind up choosing a university course that excites me to no end. alas, i obviously won't.
sure, i enjoy science. and i believe i won't be as happy if my future career doesn't centre around it. but i don't love it. people tend to assume that i love science.. why?
life is odd. so far i've received a lot more offers than i had expected to receive from a certain country's universities, to read a subject that i used to want to study, a few months ago. even i give myself whiplash.
okay! time to talk about a few plans i have, so i will stop fretting over my lack of ambition.
in a few months, i plan to volunteer at a couple of organisations weekly. maybe 3-4? there are a few types i am considering:
-mental illness
-animals
-children
and! pole dancing has become a lot more fun than before, because i've become much less stiff than before. i think a few of my good friends would enjoy it.
i am thinking of making using of slowly honing my vidding skills so i can use them for some good causes one day.
