I wouldn't have you any other way too. 

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I find myself being frighteningly heartless.

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Hi hi, today I'm going to talk about something that has impressed me recently. 

I used to be really cynical and uptight about friendships for a period of time >_<. But I realised sometimes, you just have to let nature take its course and be yourself as often as possible. 

I don't really like to give dedications to people on my blog.... But I'm still going to give one to a specific handful (very few) (gahaha) in the following paragraphs. Im sure half m of the people won't see this hahaha which is good in some ways! I feel like making these messages last somewhere. So onto my blog they shall go. 

Ah, if you're on my blog anyway, you're VERY likely to be one of the below.

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I love it when I can share my (weird) troubles (including my OCD-ish problem) and not get a conventional "that's weird" or "huh" or "what?" immediately. You know me well enough and you know what kind of advice actually gets to me. My dear, I don't think you'll ever see this. But if you do, please let me tell you again that you're infinitely special to me and to those who matter to you. 

I like being able to talk about any topic with you, really. There's always insightful responses in store for me whenever I speak to you. But no, I don't love talking to you because I think you make me smarter or whatever, although you definitely do. I love talking to you because 

you're you. ^_^ kehehehee I can't take it too cheesy. Let me start a new paragraph. 

Perhaps we had so much influence on each other. 

Don't have to exchange pleasantries. Don't have to waste words on inquiring what's already obvious. 

Well, I think the magic of friendship mainly manifests itself through this unbreakable connection. 

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Thank you dear for being there for me most of the time last year. I am very glad that you listen to most of the silly stuffs I always say. Little little one. I've said enough to you! I'll always try hard to be there for you, like I've already said so many times. 

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Thank you to my little cute, pure-hearted friend. Do you know who you are? :-) you're so pure at heart.  Love you. ❀ hope to see you soon again! Also, well, all of the academic help you've given me these FEW years hasn't gone unappreciated. Thank you so much. 

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This silly one who's frequently overthinking and having scarily cynical thoughts. You can always look for me, you know, Ive probably already overthought (is there such a word) whatever you're overthinking right now. You know I care a lot about you and our friendship. 

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To this cutie white and yellow thing: will you ever see this anyway? Hehehe. Quotes you "loveeeechuuuu". Stop burning me -_- one day I'll avenge myself and you'll regret it so much. Thank you, anyway, for being here for me >_<. Don't leave me!! PS I wanted to say pls tone down the sassiness but I realised it has actually grown on me -_- God this is so sappy.

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To uhm a weird little one who's suddenly more enthusiastic this year~~~ please remain like this but I'll write whatever I want to write in my overdue card to you! So.... *Awkward laughter* I will always want to dote on you, my daughter. 

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Hiiiiii wavy one. You are loved, loved, loved. It's nice to talk to you about many things. You say that I say stupid things but you say equally stupid things too ^_^. I'm here, ok. Well, when people call your name, you have to say... ME! Now, do you know who you are? 

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Of course, thank you for listening to me even if I say things that can border on annoying. Thank you for simply understanding. I genuinely hope we'll be friends till we're old. 

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There are some people whom I want to dedicate such stuffs to, but they aren't as close yet. Well! ^_^.