Hiya! I'm taking a small break now. These few days I have been quite overwhelmed by a few things. Like overwhelmed. My time and energy are being drained by, well, university search. I think all of my good friends know that.

Things are starting to look very grim. but I have to say that, for once, I feel alive in my pursuit of something academic-related. Because it is challenging and it's something that would possibly capture a lot of my interest. "possibly". I can't be completely certain. I still need to do more research anyway. Life is so unpredictable, hahaha. I truly, never, considered the prospect of even considering this job. It's a heavy investment in a few ways. This pursuit can possibly eat away at my happiness and /myself/ should I forget of why I am in it.

It's why many people are so unhappy doing what they're doing right?

1) they don't even want it
2) their healthy pursuit morphed into an unhealthy obsession/ desire

I think it's quite obvious that I'm avoiding what I'm talking about here. Hahahaha well I'm afraid some people (who aren't my good friends) are reading this.

GOODBYE I NEED TO STUDY ^.^ Jiayou everybody!

Remember
HARNESS YOUR INNER POTENTIAL, LOVE.

Labels: Real life