Be patient with yourself. I think the past year has taught me to be more easy on myself. Nowadays I still face stress-induced anxiety + overthinking. It gets quite infuriating sometimes. When i tug too hard though, the problem becomes more entangled than before. So I guess, all I can do is to put more faith in myself. When you can't change things, you can only wait for them to pass.  

There are times when I wonder, why am I not more normal? 

Then I realised UH well my anxiety is really a manifestation of a characteristic that can raise me up or destroy me! So! I'll just try to keep my anxiety in check. 

Sometimes I wish for normalcy before realizing I really don't want that. 

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